I ate 1300 calories today. This is my attempt at maintaining my weight.
My mantra of the day is: 90 to 95 pounds is ok. (Repeat. Obviously.) Oh! And: I don't want to end up in the hospital where they'll make me gain 15 pounds. (Repeat. Yeah, right.)
Look. It's the game I play with myself. This is how I cope. Over and over I'll do this. I get to 95 pounds - panic. I get to 90 pounds - panic.
In other words, nothing new happening around here.
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