Lately, death doesn't sound so hot

Thank god for a break in the freaking storm. Suicide was on my mind daily, geezus. It's such a frightening place in mind in which to dwell. Here's what I did right:

• sought help from non-ED professionals
• let my closest friends know I was in trouble w/o getting specific
• reached out to the beautiful survivors of EDs on the internets
• kept my shrink appointments
• told the truth about my state of mind to said shrink
• did enough therapy to begin to get through the ED "flare up"
• DID NOT and WILL NOT GIVE UP

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So what if my weight is dropping a little bit...